Someone once said, when you don't know what to do, do nothing.
I love that phrase, but sometimes I have a hard time following it.
Since I got to Philly/NJ I have not really known what to do. There have been so many good and bad things about this trip that I don't know where to begin.
The point is that I am exhausted and I'm feeling really alone right now. I'm single so this shouldn't be a surprise to me, but it is. I suppose it's because I'm not at home in my comfort zone replete with my favourite amenities.
I've had to move hotels twice in less than a week. I have had a roommate, gotten another roommate and now I'm by myself.
Be careful what you wish for.
Tonight I don't know what to do. I have had some very magical and amazing things happen since I got here. On the flip side of that, there has been alot of very frustrating and inconveniencing things as well.
I really don't know what to do. I should be curled up in my bed asleep. I'm not though. I shouldn't be sitting here typing this blog. I somewhat wish I was at home where things are comfortable, but I'm not.
I've met so many people and the lab I'm in is a good lab. For the most part, I am happy, but a bit stressed and totally and completely exhausted. I wish I had someone to share that with.
Aw hell, I just don't know what to do.
Hey Girl...things here in ABQ are about the same as always...but certainly understand the "lonely" thing...I got that feeling when I was in Dallas in January for a week...surrounded by 800 other scholars...How can one feel lonely around so many people, all in the same place for the same purpose?...but we do. Hope the "housing" situation irons out...and as for the "roommate" situation...it takes me back to my first year in college...three different roommates in one year and ended with no one...but I did get the entire room to myself! Take Care...Greg
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